✿ Sad Song ✿

Today I'm gonna write a sad song
I'm gonna make it really long
So that everyone can see
That I'm very unhappy


I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
The finger that you're pointing has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is


I'm sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that i'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow


I wonder what my mom and dad would say
If I told them that I cry each day
It's hard enough to live so far away


I wish I wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over how will I get home?
And all you need to know is



I'm sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that i'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow


All the rules are meant to bend
And you swore you were my friend
Now I have to start all over again
Cause no one is ever going to take your place
And I'm scared i'll never save all the pieces of your love for me



I'm sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that i'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Let me know that I can slip and fall
And you won't let me go


Just let me know
That growing up goes slow
And I'm so sorry
It's not like me
It's the maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don;t let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow

✿ Am I Your Agry Wall?? ✿

kalau setakat call sebulan sekali semata-mata nak marah-marah, i prefer be ignored. Just.... ignored me..

jumpe, kene marah. kat telefon, kene marah. what am i? your angry wall maybe. rase macam dah jadi bodoh dah asik kene marah je.

spoil mood nak beli baju raya..

kadang-kadang terasa cemburu dengan kawan2 lain. can't we be just like a normal couple? sharing.... laughing... teasing....

sigh~


p/s : sabar...

✿ Menternak Lemak @ Restoran Segi Seri Steamboat ✿

Seperti yang telah diketahui umum, aku memang seorang yang kuat makan. Misi memelihara babat kali ini adalah bertempat di Restoran Segi Seri Steamboat, kat Seksyen 23 Shah Alam. Kalau korang nak tau, restoran ni dekat-dekat dengan Uptown n Giant tu ha. Kalau nak tau lebih lanjut, korang google sendirik yeh.

Misi penjelajahan adalah bersama-sama officemates. Bulan Puasa ni kan, rasa macam nak makan steamboat. So here we go.. But before that, mari kita bersama-sama berkenalan dengan penternak-penternak lemak yang berjaya..

Cik Model terserlah ke"chomelan" di depan mangkuk sendiri - Iera


Cik Demam yang bersemangat untuk menternak lemak - Atiqah


Cik Ajaib yang makan banyak tapi tak gemuk - Fiqah


Cik Jaga Badan telah give up awal di dalam misi kali ini - Aeah


Cik Penternak Paling Berjaya non stop eating!! - Is


Cik Bajet Nak Kurus tapi kecundang jua akhirnya - Fatin


Comel lagi ayu kan kan.. tapi korang sume jangan terpedaya dengan kemanjaan dan kelembutan wanita-wanita di atas ini.. korang patut tengok muka diorang ni ketika makan.. hahahha!! tapi, ini sume muka sebelum menternak.. u guys should see their face after makan okeh! hahaha..


seafood yang fresh!


ade 2 soup - tomyam n sup yang sedap!


snap-snap picture


makan selagi boleh!


see! tak sabar nak tunggu masak


korang boleh bajet sendiri brape banyak lemak yang telah diternak di perut masing-masing -__-''


Kesimpulannya, memang puas hati la makan sini.. seafood sume fresh.. RM 30 je per person not include 5% tax.. kire okla kan.. boleh laa.. i bagi 3.9/5 stars.. heheh..


p/s : sesetengah penternak mengadu sakit perut keesokan paginya.. berani ternak berani tanggung.. bwahaha!



✿ HIDING ✿

So this is how the story went
I met someone by accident
That blew me away
That blew me away

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

And I wish I could lay beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go away one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I dropped you off at the train station
And put a kiss on top of your head
I watched you wave
I watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
Neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call it home


And I wish I could lay beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go away one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And you know I wish that you were here
But that same old road that brought me here
Is calling me home
Is calling me home

And I wish I could lay beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go away one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away..


p/s : yes i have been hiding something...

✿ tiada tajuk ✿

hmmmph....

sumtin happen last nite..it was soooo bad..i am such a bad person..but i just can't help it..it's uncontrolled n unexpected..i know wat i've done was wrong..

i am a woman..that need to be loved from sumone..need an attention from him..tapi kadang2 terasa diabaikan..tak diberi perhatian..can't spend 5 minutes with me yet still can have time having fun with other frens..

last nite..last nite was wonderful..tapi aku still rasa sangat bersalah n it's wrong..

i can't even think rite now..i am soo messed up..

✿ oh! baju nikah ✿

i'm alooneee~~

alahaii kamu ni fatin.. macam tak biasee je kene tinggal..

hahahahha...

macam biase mr.tunang kene g job.. kali ni kene g jakarta pulak.. haa ni yang syok nak cerite ni.. cecite cecite..

saye dengar kain lace pengantin kat indon murah berbanding kat mesia ni.. soo mr.tunang offer nak beli kain lace kat sane untuk baju nikah kami.. saye pun tak tau sejauh mane kemurahan dan kecantikan kain2 kat sane tu..

tapi before en.tunang fly ke indon, kitorang dah survey dulu la kain nak buat baju nikah kat jakel shah alam.. rupe2nye ade 2 jenis kain yang seswai kalu nak buat baju nikah ni.. kain lace n kain chiffon.. tapi saye rase kain lace lagi menarik untuk buat baju nikah kan kan..

hmm.. sampai sekarang saye still confuse nak buat baju nikah warna ape.. saye dah google n saye sangat2 berkenan kaler silver..(ok ke kaler silver untuk nikah??).. tapi tu pun still confuse jugak.. mr.tunang nak warna putih je.. putih pun ok jugak kalu kene design die...


silver?? cantikkann.. -_-''

putih.... +_+

tapi baru tadi saye google lagi sekali, saye macam berkenan le pulak kat kaler putih+biru cair.. macam baju nikah ct nurhaliza tu.. (chumel kan kan)...

nakk niii!!

sila fokus pada baju ct..bukan pada misai dato' k....

saye sukee~

hmm... banyak yang saye berkenan nih.. tapi yang paling saye suke putih+biru... at first, saye nak putih+pink/purple.. tapi saye telah diwarning oleh mr.tunang supaya jangan memilih warna pink n purple.. (huh!)...

saye pun tak taula mr.tunang dah jumpe belum kain kat indon tu.. saye takde la harap sangat die beli.. sebabnye... saye takut saye tak berkenan jee dengan kain yang die pilih.. (paham2 je laa kalau guy punye taste kann)... so... tunggu je la macam mane nanti... :)

✿ azam tahun 2011 ✿

kejap je dah tahun 2011... bertambah lagi 1 angka umur aku.. 26 YEARS OLD!! tua dah aku ye.. ish ish...

biase la kan.. kalau dah masuk tahun baru ni.. mesti la ade azam baru.. ok.. azam aku tahun 2011 seperti di bawah... (poyo)

:+: amek lesen kereta.. memandangkan aku dah start bekerja tahun ni, dapat la aku kumpul duit sendiri nak wat lesen kereta.. pikir2 takut gak beb nak amek lesen.. ntah! tapi... demi tahun baru ni, aku tekad nak amek lesen gak.. chaiiyokk!!

:+: carik kerja.. hmmm... bulan 4 ni dah abes praktikal.. pastu leh la nak apply kerja yang best2 ckit.. kalau bleh, yang gaji masyuk ckit laa kan.. dah ade degree ni hope dapat la menggunakan nye dengan baik.. mudah-mudahan.. aminnnnn

:+: nak kurus!! azam ni tiap2 tahun ade.. tapi tak penah nye tercapai.. makin bertambah ade la.. tapi rase2nye tahun ni bleh kot.. "kot??!!" hahahhah...

:+: nak jadi isteri.. uhuk! tersedak abah aku kt umah tu.. hahaha.. yes! aku nak kahwin tahun ni.. erk jap! ni azam ke harapan nih? alamak salah letak ke.. ahh dulik! mau letak jugak.. dah tua woo.. tahun ni 26, tahun depan 27.. huish.. rase macam makin tua.. doa2 kan laa rezeki murah tahun ni..

:+: azam no 5 adalah same dengan azam no 4... sekian.. -_-''


p/s : 26 tahun... dah 26 tahun dah aku ek... macam tak pecaye....

✿ welkam 2011 ✿

pejam celik dah 2011 dah.. sekejap je masa berlalu ye.. ok.. ai nak wish happy new year kat u olls.. (beria).. hope this year tercapai la azam korang tu ye..




2011 YEAHH!!